BeMy_Wonderwall

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 02:38:24 GMT

flying solo.

it was six by the way...

lalalalalala.

Sat, 09 Jun 2007 00:39:22 GMT

five.

Sat, 26 May 2007 14:44:44 GMT

or maybe ball one?
and one more chance?

he snuck over at 3AM to lay down in my yard with me and look at the stars and talk.
three hours later i made him leave so he wouldnt get in trouble.
it's worked out, thankfully.

ugh

Sat, 26 May 2007 01:30:14 GMT

strike three,
he's out.

:]

Sun, 20 May 2007 02:53:13 GMT

it's like the sun swallowed up by the earth;
like atomic bombs in reverse.

i don't know, i like those lyrics.

my weekend

Mon, 14 May 2007 23:08:32 GMT

prom.
fun night, awesome limo, nice memories.

k'naan and stephen marley.
good show, cute kid, painful shoes.

:]

Sat, 05 May 2007 23:41:29 GMT

cinco de mayo. ha.

let's see. it's been a while. i got my hair done today. bye blonde! me and tom are still incredible. and, i'm about to go out with my sister and tristan. bye!

:] <3

sweetie

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 00:18:46 GMT

he is so amazing. honestly.

him and his friend skipped school today.
they texted me in first period saying they were coming here, and to get my friend (girlfriend of his friend) and to go to the main doors after first period.
so, we go and we didnt expecty them to come. thought it was a joke.
in he comes, getting told to go to the office by security.
he left and went to the doors at the side of the school.
she let him in, knowing he was there. i thought he had left.
he walks up to me and gave me a hug and a kiss.
i asked him what he was doing at school, my school.
he said 'walking my baby to class, what else?'
and he walked me to my second period class until i told him he should leave before he got in trouble.

really who does that?
came out of his way just to walk me to class.
what the hell right?
he is amazing.
<3

<3

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 01:23:15 GMT

baby. 4/3/07.

Fri, 30 Mar 2007 10:35:30 GMT

you know you'd be nothing without me.

if it wasn't for that day i recognized you, i would have never talked to you.

none of your friends now, our friends, would even know your name.

so before you hop onto the next person, realize what i did for you.

an update

Wed, 28 Mar 2007 22:04:24 GMT

since it's been a while that i've actually said something decent.

soccer is pretty bad, on a 0-4 losing streak. eh, not too surprising.

tennessee next week with pj and justin. lewis bailed out again.

i got a job offer today, which excites me. my summer wont be too boring. birchdale pool.

friday is coming up. i know whats happening friday. he is gonna ask me.
...i'm saying yes.

why do we kill people
who kill people
to show people
that killing is wrong?

and then

Tue, 27 Mar 2007 10:26:32 GMT

and then there were two
...and a half?

its contravercial.

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 01:36:01 GMT

everything is so real now and it's tearing me apart

i don't know what is best to do, i wish i could restart

restart this life that was abused

restart this life in which i was accused

accused of being misused

misused and gaining more issues

issues i must learn to live with

with every day i'm feeling it

feeling all of the hurt and the pain

there is nothing left to gain

i just feel i'm stuck in the rain

and there is no way out

i'm tired of only being about to pout

make others sorry for me

that's not how i want it to be

from here continues my misery

boy

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 01:19:15 GMT

i see him in the hallways and say hi every time.
he smiles.

SO ANYWAYS. =)

the recher theater

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 01:42:22 GMT

all time low

hit the lights

valencia

the secret handshake

the dangerous summer

man last night was awesome.

those were the bands that were there, in the order that i liked them.

look at them backwards, and it is the exact order they came on stage.

well DUH of course all time low was the main event, i mean common theyre amazing.

i finally got pictures with alex. man oh man. so damn nice and amazing and ahhhh!

i got thrown into a mosh pit, i crowd surfed three times, jumped up and down and danced and screamed my ass off. i pretty much had a great night. i am sooo paying for it now though. my neck is completely sore from banging it up and down and up and down and rawrrrrr most of the time. my knees are dead. my hands, well that's a different story but those hurt as well. damn starbucks.
everything is bittersweet.

every spectacular night ends in a hangover is how i'll put it.

alex is so damn fly. i'd do him any day. 0=)

ha

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 12:36:55 GMT

freedom a failure once again. we lost tuesday night 1-4. of course, he had me playing midfield. second half switched me to defence. really man, that isnt going to work.

im sick. i have that whole runny nosed sneezing cnostantly tired grossness. i hate it when people see me when i am sick. i do i do i do.

this is me smiling- feelin the time pass by.

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 10:04:42 GMT

feelin the time pass by, watchin the airplanes fly.

open wounds in the sky, heal as my patience dies.

now i want to be alone, sing into my pillow.

you have me your directions, i memorized the turns.

the keys are in the ignition, and the wheels will not begin to turn.

and im feelin the time pass by, watchin the airplanes fly.

open wounds in the sky, heal as my patience dies.

now i want to be alone, sing into my pillow.

long after all the last calls, traffic signals blinking red.

soon the world will wake up for the work day, and i still haven't gone to bed.

you have me your directions, i memorized the turns.

the keys are in the ignition, and the wheels will not begin to turn.

and im feelin the time pass by, watchin the airplanes fly.

soccer.

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 02:50:01 GMT

this isnt going to work. he has me playing as left mid tomorrow. midfield? me? not happening. i'm a foward. he knows that. i played forward for him last year and did a damn good job of it. now he has me playing midfield? its bullshit.

Party.

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 21:21:02 GMT

Last night was pretty fun. I'm glad I can finally change the name of the person I last kissed to someone new. Someone better. =)

I don't know. It was just pretty fun. Boy's got a good personality and the look I like.

He reminds me of my summer though. He sounds just like him. Laughs in all the same places. How he explains things, tells his stories, its just like him. I swear if I had my eyes closed and I heard his voice, I would think it was him. Ha I even told him that. "You sound exactly like my ex boyfriend." He wondered if that was a good or a bad thing. I wonder. Is that a good or a bad thing? I'm leaning towards good.

no really

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 17:06:03 GMT

are two friends allowed to walk around together during and after school without you all assuming shit? no really. you dont know anything so stop running around and acting like you do, trying to start drama between me and a friend of mine. maybe you dont realize it, but this was discussed months ago. nothing is going to happen. so dont assume him and i are secretly together or some of the other bullshit i have been hearing about. not happening. it annoys the hell out of me that just because i am friends with more guys than girls, all of you ass holes have to assume i am trying to get with them all. definitely not. get over yourselves.

i cant wait until tomorrow night. saturday night as well. and sunday.
i need to get out of woodbridge. everything is so bullshit here.
i love my weekends in lorton, even though it's more ghetto there.
ha. =)

i WiiLL TLK 2 YEW ALL L8ER! MUCH LUV FRiiENDZ!
ew.

ha.

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 04:32:43 GMT

im getting very tired of school.
i hate writing papers on things i am not interested in.
im getting very tired of soccer.
i hate playing with only four or five other decent players.
im getting very tired of ass holes.
no really, it wasnt necessary for you to say that at all, i dont care how much you dont like him.

today was boring. we won our vball game. the usual.

old enough indeed.

i am regretting the decision. i am. he's realizing it.

note to self: dont procrastinate.

peace.

oh man.

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 02:38:58 GMT

today was quiet productive.
i dont know.
i was happy with it.
a lot of the bullshit drama that was going on got cleared up, and i'm happy.
peace.

thanks!

Sun, 04 Mar 2007 05:15:42 GMT

Talk about me all you want. Common, spread some more bullshit rumors. Please, I insist. Maybe you don't realize it, but all of those words are just making me more popular. =)

THANKS WOODBRIDGE!

so

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 01:30:43 GMT

people need to not contradict themselves when spreading rumors about me.
maybe they dont realize that it makes them look like a dumbass.

friday is a bore. i need to get out of my house. tomorrow should be better.
suday, however, should be the best. finally get my birthday weekend.

i just spilled some ketchup from my chicken fingers onto my sweatpants.
gross now its gonna go stain. i think i should go wash them.

i've gotten told four times today that i am a perfectionist.
sorry i cant help it. get over it.

the music video to 'smile' by lily allen is so fucked up. its hilarious.
shes a bitch haha. but its really funny. kind of illegal, but everything is now a days.

a few things made me smile today. like for real. whats with the world?
things like that arent supposed to happen! ahh. i mean, smiling is okay and all, duh..
but it is the things inpeticular that happened. the things these people said.
people are too nice now a days. psh. probably gonna screw me over.

i need to talk to my best friend.
ha im surprised i still consider him my best friend. after all of that shit he put me through.
all the tears. the pain. everything. oh well. i'm glad hes there though.
really i am. he is the realest anyone has every been to me.

im out.

lalala.

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 22:50:20 GMT

i heard a story today. bittersweet. is wide-eyed a good thing?